WHAT'S ON MY MIND?



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Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Hanya insan biasa



Aku menunggu,
Aku mencari,
Aku meratap,
Aku menangis..

Aku masih sesat,
Aku masih gugur! Jatuh! Lemah!

Mata yang melihat,
Hati yang buta,
Kenapa amat berat?
Kenapa mesti aku?

Mulut yang ada, tidak terbuka,
Hanya ungkapan airmata.

Kenangan telah dibina bersama,
Tetapi akhirnya menjadi debu juga.

Dengan ingatan tersimpan didada,
Biar hati ku diseksa derita,
Sehingga sampai masa pecahan kaca dihati ini bercantum semula.


Ayuni Naim
Sept 13th 2016

Saturday, August 6, 2016

whitecloverhn



Assalamualaikum semua?
Goodmorning :)

Just a quick post to let you know that

"im no longer using"

>>>>> http://whitecloverhn.blogpot.com <<<<<<


Dah ERROR!  but.. bukan blog tu yang error okay,otak i yang error hahahaha, dah lupa password =_=" dah berhabuk blog tu. siannn dia kan~? :(

Tapi tapi.. kalau tengok blog lama tu malu jugak.. HAHAHA! omg!

anyway.. have a great weekend to you,Smile tau! :)))))



post it again soon!
xoxo.



Wednesday, August 3, 2016

Rindu



I cant sleep tonight.. Maybe ada orang rindu kali :/ heheh

Well, I think betul lah orang cakap,"kalau inda boleh tidur,Ertinya ada orang rindu" kan kan? Hahahaha
"belabih saja kau ani ayu!" hahaha.orang rindu kah,aku yang rindu ni? hahaha

Tapi banar lah.. aku inda boleh tidur pasal.. I MISS SOMEONE SO BAD :'(
he's away now.. maybe next few months baru boleh jumpa.. inshaallah~ kalau ada jodoh.. heheheh *Gatai* :o Ala~ janganlah meluat okay? kite malu~~~ hahahah

Sorry yee.. Bila dah sleepless selalu saja hyper semacam..
Then lapas atu pagi mesti bagun awal lagi -___-" OH MY HARI! hahaaha
 hmm.. nasib lah ada blog ani.. dapat jua curhat and cerita cerita.. walaupun hakikatnya inda seberapa,tapi blog ani jua lah my diary, my Reality, NO EDIT okay? hahaha

Oh yeah.. i want to say THANKYOU FOR MY SILENT READER yang selalu visit my blog yang tidak seberapa ini.. and wow.. surprise surprise..  Walaupun isi blog ini macam Tin kosong.. ada juga yang sudi baca update kite yek? heheheh thankyou.. maybe you guys tunggu update Novel kite yek? hehehe inshaallah.. saye tunggu pelangi hinggap kat kepala baru sambung heheh jangan marah tau? sayang semuaaaaa~XOXO

and im so sorry.. kalau ada post yang menyakitkan hati.. kite tak perfect. hehehe *ampun~ hehe

hmm typing apa lagi ahh?  tadi ada kan cerita.. tapi sudah ani. ilang.. heheh :/  kajap fikir dulu
ehh nanti sambung eh? i dah lupa.. sebenarnya i dah ngantukkk hahaah!

tidur dulu yeee. akhir sudahh. jangan lupa baca doa..
 hehehe

post it again soon!
xoxo





Thursday, July 28, 2016

You go girl! *note to myself




Come on..
Sabar Ayu..,
You can do this..,
You have to be strong..

We can get through this together..
DONT give up!
DONT be sad!
I know.. You felt like everything is worthless now..
But you're not you are before!
Stand up and be strong!
You have Allah..
You are not alone..


Dont ever ever feel like giving up..
Just keep on trying.. πŸ‘ŠπŸ‘ŠπŸ‘ŠπŸ‘Š go go go!!! 

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

HelloπŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„



Hello Assalamualaikum? Buat apa tu? Baca blog kita yeeee?  Ah-uh πŸ‘€πŸ‘‡ hahahaha!
Well, thankyou for visiting my humbleable blog. And i would love to, if you invite more to come,& thankyou so much for linked my blog to your website or anywhere? lolll.i Love you mucho mucho!! πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’– πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹
And i would love to say thanks cos you keep on waiting my update, which im truly sorry, for now. I have NO update on my NOVEL yet ☹️☹️  Hmmm or should i just stop and skip to the whole new story? Hahahahaha! πŸ˜πŸ€“πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€” hmmm.. *thinking.
And as u can see im running out of words now.. But i just wanted to let you know..
Day by day my life is getting better and happier.. Thankyou Allah!!πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™ πŸ˜„
Ive moved on now., i forget about  him completely now.Alhamdulilah.
 Well i gotta say.. Being single is not bad afterall,hmmm  hahaha
All you have to do is  enjoy every bit of it and make yourself busy for your future.and most of all, "love yourself" . Yay!!! Hehehe
Woopss! Im Blubbering again! *oh god.Ayuni. Make it Stop! πŸ‘―πŸ’ƒπŸ» πŸ’†πŸ» hahaha okay okay im off to bed now.


Post it again soon.
XOXO
AπŸ‘ΈπŸΌπŸ’Ž

Thursday, April 28, 2016

..



Only Allah knows what do i really feels right now..
should i say,"im hurt?sad?" or should i just cry over and over again?

"i wish i could turn back time,i dont wanna be with him,and i dont wanna know him!" that is how much pain that i take right now.

Moving on for a few days is actually not easy for someone like me.
It hurts that i always told myself that im okay,but in the end,when i was alone.. back to square one. BOOM! im sad again. "happy sad happy sad" if Allah wasnt here,i will be losing my way by now.

Its just that im confused in balancing those feelings. i mean why cant i just move on and be happy like a normal people? i know.. this is just a beginning to have a new bright future ahead me,but sometimes,i need more support. and to be honest,im not strong enough when it comes to love :( i wish i can be end like a love story that i wrote,but too bad,real life is cruel. There's no happy ending,but if u do,you are one of the luckiest man/woman.

i wish i have a stone heart like him,rude,no mercy and heart breaker!
why cant i just being so mean like he did to me?im so weak & crybaby.
and i wish i can just wipe this feelings away just a couple of second,then GONE!

i always showed up to him and always trying to fix and fix everything,and say sorry for a million times,
but nothing happen.. he is still wanna end it.
No matter what,i have to stay away & stay strong ,IM NOT gonna texting or find him back.. cos i have a DIGNITY.
its okay to spelled it out to this blog,cos this is my diary,i can say whatever i want,atleast i dont wanna bother him anymore.. and atleast day by day i can feel much better... im not perfect.. it takes time for me to cure..



O Allah,it hurts. give me a strength. give me a way to be happy again....



"Lotsa lotsa" Drama :D



Hey Assalamualaikum? :D

How are you doing? Fine? good? sad? terrified? GREAT?  :O No matter how do you feel about today,
Just smile and says, "Alhamdulillah" see, kan MANIS with the smile :))))) hehehehehe

Well, i decided to delete my previous post about my ex (what a waste of time,writing it over half an hour lolll), cos' i dont wanna ruin my PRECIOUS moment with a "lotsa lotsa" bulls in my head. HAHA!
omg i gotta stop saying "lotsa lotsa"  cos im kinda addicted to it now,or should i said,quotes of the day? hahahahha.
Well,let me skip that one,before you branding me with "annoying" sticky notes on my head,yikes! thats not gonna be pretty :/ hmm hahahahah! okay okay, stop it Ayuni. :x

Truth be told, im gonna change my novel,Topic,contains and everything.
Yeap! its more like... true story.Not really concentrate 100% about love,Its about life,a real life,
what people wanna read,What people wanna see is a true story that we share and in the real world that we stand. thats what im gonna wrote.
BUT i wont let you know who's the real person and where that story's came from.  Im so excited. 
im still working on it with "lotsa lotsa" research hahahah! 
just wish me luck and pray for me yeah? :)



Okay guys,post it again soon. 
xoxo.
A.